I awake this morning at 2.am in sweats, this has been happening a lot lately. I look at my phone and there is still no reply from Richard. I am getting a little worried now as this feels like a repeat of my childhood. No phone call, no nothing, just a really tired looking person in the morning if that.
So I text him again, and this time up to almost 12 hours after my last text her replies with a simple, “No…:)’. This pisses me off. Why? I don’t know. He isn’t my father, he isn’t related to me in any way he is more like my landlord if anything, but that just irritated me. It is the sort of thing my mother did that made me lose love for her, because you’ve got me sitting at home worrying, not being able to sleep thinking of all the possibilities and then you’re out fucking, drinking dancing whatever and you don’t have the decency to send a little text ‘Im out make yourself something, see you tomorrow!” that would help me so much. But its decided I think I’ve been here long enough the last thing I’d want to do is affiliate my mother with Richard.
So last night me and James went to see Arriety. I was so excited to finally be watching a Studio Ghibli film in the cinema. I thought the film was a bit slow, definitely designed for he younger children. Furthermore, I thought that in comparison to the other Ghibli films it lacked the same ‘energy’, but the excitement comes from the incredible animation and the touching story of Sho and Arriety. 6/10